Well it is day 16 and I was supposed to weigh in 3 days ago. In order to do that I have to step a foot outside well I haven't done that since Saturday night and haven't been outside in daylight since Friday. I have so many things I should and need to do in the outside world but I can't seem to motivate myself to get up and get going. It leads me to ask the following questions:
Am I becoming a total recluse?
Am I fearful of the pain that I will be in when I return?
Am I scared that I might give in to the temptations of the outside world?
Is it about the effort that it will take to put on clothes and get dressed?
Honestly? I think it is all of the above. I am on a new project and I have become completely absorbed with it and working (being the end of the month) but yet this is also, truthfully another excuse.
I need to get it going today I have so much important business to take care of. The one positive about staying in is I completely and totally control my eating. I have no problems in this arena. Now if only I can convince myself to do what I need to do, to get up and get out of the house.
Yesterday's Intake
Very Thin Sliced beef & Lamb
Sliced lamb with squash
Pork Roast
All meat very little vegetables yesterday
