"nope I don't need you to come with me because I choose not to be fatter tomorrow."He still came but I totally meant what I said. I don't think there has ever been a time when I have been more focused. It is still hard for me to go out into the world but it definitely it is not hard. Because quite simply I don't want to be fatter tomorrow, it's a decision that I have made. I don't want this fat any longer, I don't want this depression any longer, I don't want this incapability to move any longer, I don't want this woman who is not feeling good about herself any longer. I am fighting to bring back the person I know I am and one thing about me that everyone says is that when I make up my mind to do something that's it. Well I think this time I have definitely made up my mind to get rid of this weight. I think my husband sees that I am serious about it this time because now he is saying that he will jump on the band wagon with me next month. Which is a good thing.
It is a fact that the way I am eating right now will have to be the way I eat for the rest of my life. Carbohydrates and sugar are just simply not my friend.
Breakfast-Deviled Eggs
Lunch-Salad with Bacon
Dinner-Salad with Shrimp
and tons of water
My goals
1-Get lots of exercise in
2-Water Water Water
