Find a place inside where their is joy and the joy will burn out the pain. - Joseph Campbell
I have to apply this to my exercise. I am so fearful of the pain I'm going to endure that I have to think that the eventual joy I will receive from being mobile will be so worth it. I will actually be able to feel as if I have a life.
I miss having a life. I have a plan to relocate to 40 acres in New Mexico where I hope to be able to have gardens, atv's, crafts, chickens, and horses.
These things are my dream. I have to be able to be active to live my dream.
2 days to D-Day!
