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Wednesday, August 11, 2010

Day 6 and here we go

Well for the first time last night I actually was craving for something sweet.  Now typically when that happens I just go to the store and purchase sugar free candy or low carb ice cream bars.  I am so focused on getting into ketosis that for me to do that is just simply not an option.  I know that my body is converting because I can feel it.  Now if I can only just make it day 14.   I did pretty good yesterday.  I had 3 slices of bacon with 1 fried egg with cheese over it for breakfast and then lunch I had sauteed pollock with chopped garlic with a tomato, garlic, bacon over it topped with italian cheese.  It was absolutely phenomenal.  My daughter enjoyed it as well.  For dinner my daughter oven cooked pork chops and I could only eat one.  The appetite is definitely diminishing.  With my husband being gone I have literally turned into this hermit.  I stay in my house and I don't leave which is exactly what I wanted so that I wouldn't be tempted with the foods that I am not supposed to be eating.  I feel as if I have no choice but to do this because I am simply just not strong enough to do it any other way.

I am however super disappointed with myself in terms of my process of getting done what I need to get done for my environment.  Only thing I did yesterday was get started with my laundry.  I wanted to begin my bedroom but I looked at it yesterday and got overwhelmed and just procastinated until now I am at another day.  I had 2 people ask me yesterday when you looked at it how come you just didn't get it done.  I wish I knew.  I hate being this way.  It truly truly depresses me.  But I came to the conclusion last night that again it doesn't do me any good to be sad or depressed that I just need to get off my ass and get it done.  So here is how I'm going to do this.  I'm going to set mini goals within the big goal of getting this room cleaned.  Maybe that will prevent me from getting overwhelmed. 

It looks as if my husband will be home next week so I really have to kick it up a notch because I want things done before he returns. 

Food Goal
Drink 32 ounces of water (supposed to be 64 but if I can get halfway through then maybe by Friday I can get to 64)  I'm not allowed to drink anything else until the 32 is done

Evironment goal
Get sheets and blankets washed and bed made.

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